What a Nice Life of You

 WHAT A NICE LIFE OF YOU

Sometimes I thought that my life was nicer than anyone, and I thank god because of that. But sometimes I think my life is not better than my allies, and I thank god for that too. So what I mean is, read until the end.

After i go to my college, i realize that a lot of people have a lot of problem like me, or more than me, i feel not alone, like in case that i failed to go to the national college which is my dream campus, no matter how hard i try and how much time i spend to make a huge portfolio but the result is no, and god was knew what is better for me, thank god. So, if someone asks “Why do you still thank God when your struggle is not success?” Here’s the reason. 

I live because of the permission of God. I can enjoy the good and bad things in this “amazing” world because of god. Besides that, God is the best planner and director for my life. Losing my father made me a strong man and I believe my mentality was stronger than before. Failing at my dream campus is not bad news, so what is worse than that? if i can’t graduate and get a good job after graduating from my nursing school. If I failed at that, I failed too to be a son that has to make my late father proud. 

I called my campus a “royal campus” where’s son of the richest people in this city go to school.  That is undoubted, because that is medical school, so as you know, that was so expensive. But i admit it, they have a lot of good facilities, but, thankfully i got the scholarship, so i didn’t have a big burden to pay my tuition fee. I have a lot of friends from many other backgrounds, so what’s the problem with their family?.

Actually, my relatives were not as good as them, in my country we have names for best relatives and with a complete number of relatives, with a good household of management, we called “Pine Family”. My household is incomplete and the household of management is not well for right now. I have tried to help my relatives to lighten the burden with a part time job, and I think my life was better after that. I paid my remaining tuition fees that do not include my scholarship by myself. But, this is making me crazy, a person that I called “A NICE PEOPLE WITH NICE LIFE” made the schedule of our study that was at first a lot of online classes to be offline, which is…  it made a difficulties to me to work and study at the same time, in fact i have to skip the classes sometime. BAD, SO BAD THAT WAS A HUGE BAD DECISION, Because i have to resign from my job to keep my study. I lost my job, I'm back to being a.. what can I call it? BURDEN OF THE RELATIVES.

After lost my money resource, i back to focus on my study, yeah, it’s better, but, how i can life without “penny” this world making us to life with that “f*ckin’ penny”. Not like the ones that I called “NICE PEOPLE WITH A NICE LIFE” that can live happily with the penny of their relatives.

And sometimes I said in my deep heart “Aaaa.. What a nice life you ha, you spend a lot of bucks to have a good date, spend a lot of bucks to make your tongue and stomach happy, spend a lot of bucks to have a good trip and holiday, I hope you can still enjoy it, FOR A LONG TIME”.

But, I take it as a compliment, blessing, and wisdom from god. Because i believe one of the wise proverb “World deceive people, causing harm to them and abandoned by them” I hope my misery now it just spoofery, and it will abandoned me soon, and i hope for “NICE PEOPLE WITH A NICE LIFE” may you have a long spoofer and don't let that good spoofer abandoned you,

BLESS YOU ALL.